Sunday, April 19, 2015
Tuesday, April 14, 2015
Rooted
Imo, its really difficult to step out of the comfort zone.
There's a lot that I do not understand about myself, and I am just bad in devoting all of my time into something,
I find myself constantly checking my phone whenever I'm awake.
or maybe I just havent found that one thing that lits up all of my fire.
I'm becoming abit of a worry wart, more awkward compared to before, frequently nervous.
Sacrifices, decisions all have to be made. But I wonder where I am standing.
I'm ok. if thats what you're wondering. I'm just thinking, about questions that I'm unable to answer.
Friday, April 3, 2015
插曲
其实我就真的只有想标题厉害.
今天真是咳死了。
过后的我会是怎么样想的.我都知道。
anyways,插曲感觉也不太对，
这交流难啊，多想不看人家脸色。
我想说我想多了，可是我没自信，
是一个多么脆弱的东西，而我又凭什么
Wednesday, April 1, 2015
Scrambled eggs
How i feel just now, how i feel now, probably how I would feel later.
I realized that I have a really bad mood swing problem. I'm usually happy-neutral, but when I'm not, my systems shut down and Im thrown into a full blown panic.
I literally fail to see things calmly.
And this is happening more and more often ever since I came back.
I wanna rewind time, and step back into a place where not many people know me, a more care-free setting, somewhere Im perfectly at ease being me.
Patches fall apart and as usual, I pick them up but they are not pasted back correctly.
Dont worry tho, this only applies to my own problem. others are a perfectly subjective matter.
So God help me, pull me through, remind me of my priorities. Give me space.
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Malaysia
Aku sudah balik,
ke rumah asal saya.
Banyaklah nyamuk! Cis!
Still jet-lagging. failed to fall asleep last night.
and the mosquitoes are really such pests!
Bt yep, Im home :) cant wait to go to the beach :)
ke rumah asal saya.
Banyaklah nyamuk! Cis!
Still jet-lagging. failed to fall asleep last night.
and the mosquitoes are really such pests!
Bt yep, Im home :) cant wait to go to the beach :)
Friday, June 3, 2011
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Random Rambles
Heya all, Im sorry again I havent been updating my blog.
It was due to exams! i swear!!! ah wells, i properly screwed them all up.
hope i pass though ): *deep in prayer*
Im coming home soon, in less den 3 weeks. I hope Msia will welcome me with open hands.
I can almost feel the breeze now! ahhh! the scent of the sun, mingled with roti canai, curry, goodness, im gonna plump up even more >:
You Should Be My ___.
[] sis
[] bro
[] bf ♥
[] gf ♥
[] Bestfriend (:
[] friend XD
[] TextBuddy
[] Slave/Manslave
You are ____.
[] Hot :D
[] Cute
[] On My Mind ♥
[] Sweet :D
[] Mean! =P
[] Funny ^_^
[] (EVERYTHING)
I ____.
[] Don't Know You
[] Would Like To Text You
[] Would Like You To Put This As Your Status So I Can 'Like' It :p
[] Like you ;)
[] Love you ♥
[] Want to chill with you :)
This is pretty much the new frenzy on fb, although, we seriously quite frequently see it. And so i thought, looks fun, and 'liked' it on a fren's status, whom i dont really know, but cant wait to meet when i get back. :)
Seriously, the questions dont seem difficult at all, until a few random people who you dont even know/ hardly know 'likes' it on your status.
There! i spent 15 minutes thinking what to tick without being rude, avoiding unwanted attention at the same time. In the end, i posted on a friend's wall who 'liked' it. WTF you liked it for?! ....
....
cause, i saw this option:
[] Would Like You To Put This As Your Status So I Can 'Like' It :p
....
rendered speechless, but hey. -.-
Great, there's my answer.
What's on my mind:
pitter patter the rain falls,
sudden gush and sudden stops,
UK weather had never been more gay,
especially when i currently am the same.
pushed back by the woody-ness
i fall back into the midst of game,
intense and straight i was,
until the sudden change in wind.
The book of tomorrow it was,
Cecelia Anhern it was not.
....
i am now interrupted by the skype calls from my family.
they keep coming. -.-
zzz, i am now officially unable to drown back into my thoughts.
greaaaaaat...
yea but i pretty much cant identify whether or not the problem is even existing.
maybe it does, in another form of my own.
x: ah well, dat is, if u are able to decipher from the 2 and a half incomplete stanza's of the poem. haha.
ahhh well... :D
and ive got 2 annonymous comments for the previous blog post.
Thank you for reading it. :)
And oih! cheryl leong! thanks for reading leh. miss u so much coming home soon!
It was due to exams! i swear!!! ah wells, i properly screwed them all up.
hope i pass though ): *deep in prayer*
Im coming home soon, in less den 3 weeks. I hope Msia will welcome me with open hands.
I can almost feel the breeze now! ahhh! the scent of the sun, mingled with roti canai, curry, goodness, im gonna plump up even more >:
You Should Be My ___.
[] sis
[] bro
[] bf ♥
[] gf ♥
[] Bestfriend (:
[] friend XD
[] TextBuddy
[] Slave/Manslave
You are ____.
[] Hot :D
[] Cute
[] On My Mind ♥
[] Sweet :D
[] Mean! =P
[] Funny ^_^
[] (EVERYTHING)
I ____.
[] Don't Know You
[] Would Like To Text You
[] Would Like You To Put This As Your Status So I Can 'Like' It :p
[] Like you ;)
[] Love you ♥
[] Want to chill with you :)
This is pretty much the new frenzy on fb, although, we seriously quite frequently see it. And so i thought, looks fun, and 'liked' it on a fren's status, whom i dont really know, but cant wait to meet when i get back. :)
Seriously, the questions dont seem difficult at all, until a few random people who you dont even know/ hardly know 'likes' it on your status.
There! i spent 15 minutes thinking what to tick without being rude, avoiding unwanted attention at the same time. In the end, i posted on a friend's wall who 'liked' it. WTF you liked it for?! ....
....
cause, i saw this option:
[] Would Like You To Put This As Your Status So I Can 'Like' It :p
....
rendered speechless, but hey. -.-
Great, there's my answer.
What's on my mind:
pitter patter the rain falls,
sudden gush and sudden stops,
UK weather had never been more gay,
especially when i currently am the same.
pushed back by the woody-ness
i fall back into the midst of game,
intense and straight i was,
until the sudden change in wind.
The book of tomorrow it was,
Cecelia Anhern it was not.
....
i am now interrupted by the skype calls from my family.
they keep coming. -.-
zzz, i am now officially unable to drown back into my thoughts.
greaaaaaat...
yea but i pretty much cant identify whether or not the problem is even existing.
maybe it does, in another form of my own.
x: ah well, dat is, if u are able to decipher from the 2 and a half incomplete stanza's of the poem. haha.
ahhh well... :D
and ive got 2 annonymous comments for the previous blog post.
Thank you for reading it. :)
And oih! cheryl leong! thanks for reading leh. miss u so much coming home soon!
Friday, April 29, 2011
Itsy bitsy bit of nutshell and the fraze
Mechanical breathings echo around the room,
followed by the tapping of cold fingers across the hard keyboard.
In the midst of it, a sudden stop
and it resumed, enlightened, more hearty.
News and articles flash across the screen,
of the long forgotten technology she never was good with.
She had, alot in her mind, alot on her heart,
where not even the longest script can contain.
So many priorities but none sorted out,
so many amazing stories but none ever told.
how much more can this small container hold,
before it breaks and falls into dust,
never to be puzzle-ed back.
If there was a little more time,
for the many stories to unravel itself,
If the future was abit more certain,
she could build her guild,
and look after as many as she can.
Her home she wish, not to be grand,
but abit more understanding,
abit more reliable,
not to please the rich
and bow to the power,
and not to help the poor and weak
when it is immature and bleak.
Be true to the flag you claim to be,
respectful to the ancestors who fought for you
be blessed of the great land you claim your nationality to.
The dignity of a proud lion,
to not seek always the shortest route,
but the lane that yields the best of all fruit trees.
And then, from the seeds of your hard work,
we prosper,
the leaders dignified,
and you will be respected and looked up to.
You guys understand what im trying to say? ;p ;)
followed by the tapping of cold fingers across the hard keyboard.
In the midst of it, a sudden stop
and it resumed, enlightened, more hearty.
News and articles flash across the screen,
of the long forgotten technology she never was good with.
She had, alot in her mind, alot on her heart,
where not even the longest script can contain.
So many priorities but none sorted out,
so many amazing stories but none ever told.
how much more can this small container hold,
before it breaks and falls into dust,
never to be puzzle-ed back.
If there was a little more time,
for the many stories to unravel itself,
If the future was abit more certain,
she could build her guild,
and look after as many as she can.
Her home she wish, not to be grand,
but abit more understanding,
abit more reliable,
not to please the rich
and bow to the power,
and not to help the poor and weak
when it is immature and bleak.
Be true to the flag you claim to be,
respectful to the ancestors who fought for you
be blessed of the great land you claim your nationality to.
The dignity of a proud lion,
to not seek always the shortest route,
but the lane that yields the best of all fruit trees.
And then, from the seeds of your hard work,
we prosper,
the leaders dignified,
and you will be respected and looked up to.
You guys understand what im trying to say? ;p ;)
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
A message to my motherland
Heya! :)
I know I have gone on hiatus long long long enough! hehe. sorry peeps.
really am so busy with work and other irrelevant stuff really.
Didnt originally wanted to blog just yet,
but smtg came to my attention.
The second time.
Im sure we are all aware of the tragedy in Japan.
I looked at the fotos, and it really is sad.
Alot of people lost their homes, their families, and lifes.
When u look at the fotos taken, you would really feel this silent tight squueze in your heart.
I call out people to help them.
Donate! Write! Support!
Its not just donation, its not always the money that matters (of course, it always do matter abit)
But really more like the kind words.
Feelings go through more easily compared to cold hard cash.
and words never go unheard.
So what is this Malaysia?
http://www.freemalaysiatoday.com/2011/03/15/green-rosmah-hit-by-twitter-tsunami/
Not being harsh, and definitely NOT being racist!
Its really not the time to be harsh on a country that had already lost so much.
Who are we to criticize a more developed and well planned country to go green, to analyze more when they really do analyze more and was already long involved in environmentally plans.
Who are we to blame them for nature's course.
It may truly have been miscommunication where our Dear Prime Minister's wife have meant that this would be a reference for the future to be more careful.
However, really, not the proper words and definitely proper time to say this.
Ironically, beliau is running a going green campaign in malaysia when such a catasphore happened not far off from your own country.
Isnt this a less important event?
Empty words are often said, but as a leader of a country, a representative, and someone we all look up to, actions speaks louder than words.
and c'mon! express symphathy la!
I recently came back from Birmingham's All England,
There was alot of Malaysian's there, and you could see how everyone loved our Dato'
and cheered and supported him.
I was really touched.
Being in a foreign country, I could see how Malays, Chinese and everyone else from our motherland got along well.
Kudos to Leong, he blend in just like home with just about everyone.
It was truly very very nice.
Its a nice sensation, nice feeling, and boy i feel blessed!
But The Prime minister's wife's words really ignite a small feeling in me.
Its not only when victory comes, that you are to support them,
When tragedy comes, and everything fall apart, thats where your support is most needed.
We are all children to Mother Earth,
support each other, then we live.
Its not easy! but its definitely not impossible.
C'mon! We all have emphathy!
Sometimes its a tangle where we cant free ourselves from
we need others to help us from it.
At this point i really dunno what Im saying already. zzz.
sorry for the lack of pictures. my camera is missing. sigh.
Cheers to the Japanese single and doubles women player, who kept on playing for their country despite the sad news from back home.
and for my friends, please take care and May God be with you. Blessed be you all.
I know I have gone on hiatus long long long enough! hehe. sorry peeps.
really am so busy with work and other irrelevant stuff really.
Didnt originally wanted to blog just yet,
but smtg came to my attention.
The second time.
Im sure we are all aware of the tragedy in Japan.
I looked at the fotos, and it really is sad.
Alot of people lost their homes, their families, and lifes.
When u look at the fotos taken, you would really feel this silent tight squueze in your heart.
I call out people to help them.
Donate! Write! Support!
Its not just donation, its not always the money that matters (of course, it always do matter abit)
But really more like the kind words.
Feelings go through more easily compared to cold hard cash.
and words never go unheard.
So what is this Malaysia?
http://www.freemalaysiatoday.com/2011/03/15/green-rosmah-hit-by-twitter-tsunami/
Not being harsh, and definitely NOT being racist!
Its really not the time to be harsh on a country that had already lost so much.
Who are we to criticize a more developed and well planned country to go green, to analyze more when they really do analyze more and was already long involved in environmentally plans.
Who are we to blame them for nature's course.
It may truly have been miscommunication where our Dear Prime Minister's wife have meant that this would be a reference for the future to be more careful.
However, really, not the proper words and definitely proper time to say this.
Ironically, beliau is running a going green campaign in malaysia when such a catasphore happened not far off from your own country.
Isnt this a less important event?
Empty words are often said, but as a leader of a country, a representative, and someone we all look up to, actions speaks louder than words.
and c'mon! express symphathy la!
I recently came back from Birmingham's All England,
There was alot of Malaysian's there, and you could see how everyone loved our Dato'
and cheered and supported him.
I was really touched.
Being in a foreign country, I could see how Malays, Chinese and everyone else from our motherland got along well.
Kudos to Leong, he blend in just like home with just about everyone.
It was truly very very nice.
Its a nice sensation, nice feeling, and boy i feel blessed!
But The Prime minister's wife's words really ignite a small feeling in me.
Its not only when victory comes, that you are to support them,
When tragedy comes, and everything fall apart, thats where your support is most needed.
We are all children to Mother Earth,
support each other, then we live.
Its not easy! but its definitely not impossible.
C'mon! We all have emphathy!
we need others to help us from it.
At this point i really dunno what Im saying already. zzz.
sorry for the lack of pictures. my camera is missing. sigh.
Cheers to the Japanese single and doubles women player, who kept on playing for their country despite the sad news from back home.
and for my friends, please take care and May God be with you. Blessed be you all.
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Im supergirl
The title of the song for princess diaries.
Its seriously a nice movie. I really like it.
She's the proper girl :)
Anyway, dam unrelated, but todays blog will be short and quick.
Just to show the blogger is ALIVE! but constantly hiatus-ing.-____-
Just like my alien lying on top of my messy pile of clothes.
Feel D.E.A.D
Ahuh, anyways,
it was CNY and valentines day the days before.
CNY was not too bad (just that the food sucks -.-)
but there were parades and all, but Janice here decides to avoid crowds. ;D
so i stayed home. ehehehe..
But i got my share of CNY delicacies as well XD
Jang-jang! Yee-sang arh! muahahaha!
definitely nt prepared by Denny Boey though ;p
And, i got a sweet CNY card from my dear Cheryl Leong.
Babe I love you! Thank YOU! XD
With her post card from turkey, its called epheus or smtg dat place.
Looks like a scence out of percy jackson.XD
All the way from turkey leh! please respect! HAHA
And then! finally! the moment uve been waiting for! (only Gin Min)
Yea, I got a present all the way frm Msia,
A huge brown package frm a sweetheart :)
It was reli cute and special.
I reli reli liked it! XD
Although seriously when i first opened it I was so shocked -_-
I tot im supposed to wear dat out bt its so girly and its pink!
mana tau, its pajamas, den feel very happy liao XD
went immediately to wash it so i can wear it soon ;D
see see! with loads of heart as usual.. awww...
and u see that plane ticket there? XD
Its freakin cool! (although i noe the destination and numbers are like high school all over again... -__- ) HAHA
but anyway, why is it cool is dat,
U put ur phone with barcode scanner over the bar code,
then it blinks blinks blinks
den chang-chang!
A MSG POPS OUT! XDDDDD
Obviously im not showing u the msg. but yeah :p
And also! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYING CHIA!
MY DEAR GEEMUI!
I LOVE U VERY MUCH! HOPE U STAY SWEET and SAFE WITH LEE IVERSON! HAHAHAHAHA
+OIL in USCI! I LOVE U muax muax
zomok u dye ur hair o? -.-
HAHAHA
anyways, im in a rush!
Sorry if its not entertaining!
Ill blog properly soon!!!
STay tuned ;DDDD
Its seriously a nice movie. I really like it.
She's the proper girl :)
Anyway, dam unrelated, but todays blog will be short and quick.
Just to show the blogger is ALIVE! but constantly hiatus-ing.-____-
Just like my alien lying on top of my messy pile of clothes.
Feel D.E.A.D
Ahuh, anyways,
it was CNY and valentines day the days before.
CNY was not too bad (just that the food sucks -.-)
but there were parades and all, but Janice here decides to avoid crowds. ;D
so i stayed home. ehehehe..
But i got my share of CNY delicacies as well XD
Jang-jang! Yee-sang arh! muahahaha!
definitely nt prepared by Denny Boey though ;p
And, i got a sweet CNY card from my dear Cheryl Leong.
Babe I love you! Thank YOU! XD
With her post card from turkey, its called epheus or smtg dat place.
Looks like a scence out of percy jackson.XD
All the way from turkey leh! please respect! HAHA
And then! finally! the moment uve been waiting for! (only Gin Min)
Yea, I got a present all the way frm Msia,
A huge brown package frm a sweetheart :)
It was reli cute and special.
I reli reli liked it! XD
Although seriously when i first opened it I was so shocked -_-
I tot im supposed to wear dat out bt its so girly and its pink!
mana tau, its pajamas, den feel very happy liao XD
went immediately to wash it so i can wear it soon ;D
see see! with loads of heart as usual.. awww...
and u see that plane ticket there? XD
Its freakin cool! (although i noe the destination and numbers are like high school all over again... -__- ) HAHA
but anyway, why is it cool is dat,
U put ur phone with barcode scanner over the bar code,
then it blinks blinks blinks
den chang-chang!
A MSG POPS OUT! XDDDDD
Obviously im not showing u the msg. but yeah :p
And also! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYING CHIA!
MY DEAR GEEMUI!
I LOVE U VERY MUCH! HOPE U STAY SWEET and SAFE WITH LEE IVERSON! HAHAHAHAHA
+OIL in USCI! I LOVE U muax muax
zomok u dye ur hair o? -.-
HAHAHA
anyways, im in a rush!
Sorry if its not entertaining!
Ill blog properly soon!!!
STay tuned ;DDDD
Friday, January 7, 2011
In the Land deprieved of snow
In the Land deprieved of snow....
yet, a snow(man/girl) strives...
still strongly surviving...
Sorry, I couldnt properly think of a title.. x:
Anyway, I received, with loads of love,
finally after 1month+!
a pretty card and postcard from Xuer! The snow(man/girl) mentioned above! XD
Lookie! Now my aliens want to visit the mosques in Msia
I reli like the stamps. ;DD
The Card and A HANDCRAFTED GIFT XD
Lookie lookie!
Those are the hand crafted rubber stamps posted in her blog so often.
And she gave me one of them.
with my name on it. Isnt dat sweet?
awwww... muacks
I will keep it nicely. ;DDD
In kudos to the card,
A memorable foto of us in the form 6th(only u la)
Ive been hearing ALOT of ambulance lately, ALOT of it.
Im starting to wonder if there are terrorists.
Im kinda hoping there is. HAHAHAHA!
okay, not really...
Its exam week now and I m reli stressed out X;
won b bloggin much for thiss month. gomenasai!
but please keep reading ;DDD
yet, a snow(man/girl) strives...
still strongly surviving...
Sorry, I couldnt properly think of a title.. x:
Anyway, I received, with loads of love,
finally after 1month+!
a pretty card and postcard from Xuer! The snow(man/girl) mentioned above! XD
Lookie! Now my aliens want to visit the mosques in Msia
I reli like the stamps. ;DD
The Card and A HANDCRAFTED GIFT XD
Lookie lookie!
Those are the hand crafted rubber stamps posted in her blog so often.
And she gave me one of them.
with my name on it. Isnt dat sweet?
awwww... muacks
I will keep it nicely. ;DDD
In kudos to the card,
A memorable foto of us in the form 6th(only u la)
Ive been hearing ALOT of ambulance lately, ALOT of it.
Im starting to wonder if there are terrorists.
Im kinda hoping there is. HAHAHAHA!
okay, not really...
Its exam week now and I m reli stressed out X;
won b bloggin much for thiss month. gomenasai!
but please keep reading ;DDD
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Sunday, January 2, 2011
When Its december
Lookie! My alien just grew! XDD
Finally! Im here! did you all miss me?
Ive had a wonderful break. Hehe.
My germany trip didnt work out(CRAP! didnt manage to check out how huge dose boobs were!) and we were all stranded in Stansted Airport!
Had a nice experience wriggling on the cold floor trying to sleep. =/
But our Prague trip did Happen and it was glorious.
Amazed at the architecture and beautiful sceneries,
dey all look like colorful tribal houses about to break into a dance. XD
And da FOOD! wuwaaaaaahhhhh! so yummmmyyyyy!!!
But it was freezing cold, -15C, almost DID NOT survived.
If any of you haven yet view the photos, you should =)
Had my first ever Christmas and Birthday in Southampton.;D
I would say its greatttttt!! XDDD
Pre christmas it was that I already received loads of Love from Shi ern, my hallmate and a guy ;p
Lookie cards! Thank you you guys! It was so sweet to open the letter box and see things popping out with ur name written on it. XD
I had the most awesome Christmas eve dinner ever!
A BIG FAT ROASTED CHICKEN!
with all my beloved Uni friends. XDD
THANK YOU JESUS!
sadly I had not brought along my camera. )=
And we exchanged gifts with each other.
I accidentally mistaken minimum 3pounds with maximum 3pounds. X:
oooops! sorry guys! D:
And ahah! anddddd 31st Dec! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERN YANG! XDDD HAHAHAHA
okok, happy birthday to u oso. HAHA
U can see how i was quite traumatized after the skype calls. ;p
But basically they were all just to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY! XD
Ive got some skype calls since early morning, One of them was definitely from my parents and Han Liang! XDD ehehe
My mom is pretty bad with the webcam, so basically I could only see the pimple on her left cheek throughout the whole convo. =/ ah welll... moms. HAHA
And then two others from singapore and Taiwan! XDD
Wheeeee! Junhui and Nic is looking good out there!
And from Bryan and Yuki as well!
And of course Joseph gave me a suprise skype party! HAHA
Thanks for taking all the effort to bringin ur laptop to Tenji's so everyone(Lm Weez, Yukito, Yuki, Bryan, Kenneth, Yuki sama & others) could sing me a birthday song in the presence of a slice of tiramisu cake. HAHA.
And WOW at dose random ppl outside, thanks for pitching along. ;p
THANK YOU U GUYS! XDDD hearts.
Look at the fooood O:
Well, definitely not the only suprise I had on that day. THANK YOU My lovely Uni frens who came together and pitched me a suprise party! XDD
It was really sweet and lovely of u guys, had loads of food and cakes.
And of course the presents! and crap, the booze.-__- I love all of them!
But of course what was the best was the hugs I get.
Seriously, im so touchy, I love the hugs. HAHA.
Can I have more? ;p
Thank you you all for putting ur thoughts for all of dis. The cake was awesome!
Thank you Denny, Sheena, I Yune, Yen, Joseph, Suwang, Susan, Sue, Vincent, Vince, Arthur, Xinquan, Andrew, Pik kuan, Sue vern & Justin.
Love ya all! XDD
Got a huge cake slam by Sheena. Aint the cake pretty? XDD
One day before all this, we had a small girls gathering, it was supposed to be 2 of us at the very beginning, bt den Qizhen got me a shakeaway gift drink. (AHHHH! kinder bueno milkshake! AWESOME!) U have to invite her to dinner reli. ;)
And my dear high school mate-Luhsan actually went to all the trouble to bake me a cake. XDDD It was soooooo GOOOD!
Isnt it sweet? *hearts*
I swear! her cake just made some1 fell in love with her! HAHAHA! (no, seriously)
THANK YOU LUHSAN and QIZHEN! THANK YOU!
It seriously IS GOOD! XD
And from all these lovely people, Ive got loads of presents,
among these is a HUGE alien given to me by my GBF! idea contributed by I Yune. HAHAHA! now my blog can b upgraded ady ;p
Ive got a reli pretty and Urban scarf from Denny and I Yune, ;) nid a change of style! WHOOHOO! and a Woody mug from I Yune.
A sexy black top from topshop from Sheena (the alien's wearing it)
Body Butter from Body Shop from Susan, Suwang and Joseph. YAY! cure my dry skin XD
And A dumbo toy from Andrew and Elson.
A lovely snowglobe from my cutest sister.
And last but not least my fav of all, a digital frame filled with photos and a short movie homemade. =)))))
Even A guy got touched after seeing da movie! HAHA! =)
Ta-DA! HAHAHA@ALien!XDDD
And the aftermath of all the party and booze(omg)is
A broken glass (I broke it) and lots of puking... OTL
AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!
p/s: Thank you GBF for looking after me till 4am
Saturday, December 18, 2010
I'm going to Germany
The title says it all!
GERMANY's GOT TALENT
Germany, as the video shows is probably full of huge-boobed girls.
Wonder if Ill actually meet her... hmmmmm...
HAHAHAHA
Im counting down 6hours and Im off to Germany.
Its freakin -15 degrees there. and I havent actually started packing... O:
Feeling lost at the moment. AND IM SO BROKE! D:
basically im very gan jeong now. HAHA.
Ill be back after 11 days people. =)
Please do miss me and keep reading my blog.
p/s, I noe dis is so disoriented, but i gotta pack!!!
GERMANY's GOT TALENT
Germany, as the video shows is probably full of huge-boobed girls.
Wonder if Ill actually meet her... hmmmmm...
HAHAHAHA
Im counting down 6hours and Im off to Germany.
Its freakin -15 degrees there. and I havent actually started packing... O:
Feeling lost at the moment. AND IM SO BROKE! D:
basically im very gan jeong now. HAHA.
Ill be back after 11 days people. =)
Please do miss me and keep reading my blog.
p/s, I noe dis is so disoriented, but i gotta pack!!!
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Love
Hey guys,
Just a lil thought to share.
Im sure everyone have seen the news online, young Msian killed himself by jumping off his apartment because he loved his girlfriend so much and was unable to wisthand the pain of having to break up with her.
(1st note though, not all Msians are like dat)
Isn't it silly?
There's really nothing more I can say bout him.
That was his call and he decided,
He's chilling with Jesus now and there's really nothing more that I say would possibly reach to him now.
He's dead and gone.
We were all brought down to this Earth by God.
HE planted a mission inside us that we were supposed to find out for ourselves.
Its not easy, this is definitely a very long and suffering route to take.
But thats life, thats the point we came down here.
And you might not succeed in the end.
But Jesus is gracious, in the end Im sure we will find what we were looking for in life.
Alviss claimed he died for love.
He was blind, the thing he called love was attraction, a hormonal stimulation by the nerves in the brain. Or maybe he did loved her.
But is that the only Love?
What bout the love for your parents?
The so many years relationship you had living with them,
The sweat, tears and blood they used to bring you up.
The hard effort they took! the effort you took to get along with them!
Would you call that tolerance, symphathy?
Its not easy to always get along with them, I KNOW!
but things were never easy, if you were expecting something easy from the moment you were born, go live under a rock.
You might think that you never had true friends who cared.
But everyone have their own lives to lead, they cant be looking after you 24/7.
But werent they always there, on the phone with you when you needed them so badly?
Werent they the ones who put down the work and listen to you when you had problems.
The fun times you had together, the memories you share,
Are those things you would throw away for a brief moment of escape?
Life runs in a huge circle.
Its an endless chain.
Everything and everybody is connected to each other in some way or another.
Even brief strangers we meet on the streets,
dont you sometimes feel a spark of familiarity?
We indirectly affect each other, intentionally or not.
It was a silly thing to do,
I know how much you must have loved her, but as long as you stay on,
retain your sole identity as a homo sapiens,
work towards it, she might one day see it.
Or as time goes on, you might find, "hey, she's not all that"
The moment you decided to go back to Jesus, you lost all your qualifications.
Do you really think you will stay in her memories forever?
She might one day get Alzheimer and forget you some day anyway.
Was it worth it?
Please people, we all have someone we loved dearly, more then one in fact.
Before you make a rash decision, please remember to always always think about these people.
Your actions affect them
It cause pain to them more then anybody else.
They grief and they hurt too.
In fact, more then you.
Dont be selfish, you're not alone.
I have someone I wished dearly to be alive, to continue her dreams and her vibrant.
To continue coloring in my world the way she did before.
It wasnt a choice for her to be taken away.
And being so far away worries me, its always my first priority to know my family and friends safety.
The grief you feel the moment you hear bad news like this is incomparable.
Remember that you are here with a dream, with a mission
be it a carreer that you work towards,
or a dream to touch people's heart.
You are here for a reason, you are now burdened with a responsibility.
Dont just leave so irresponsibily.
Appreciate life, be grateful, be thankful!
Be considerate.
Rest in peace, stranger
and condolences to his family
Rest in peace, stranger
and condolences to you.
Im sorry I couldnt do anything except to give you a chocolate bar.
If you ever ever need someone. The blogger is always here =)
Just a lil thought to share.
Im sure everyone have seen the news online, young Msian killed himself by jumping off his apartment because he loved his girlfriend so much and was unable to wisthand the pain of having to break up with her.
(1st note though, not all Msians are like dat)
Isn't it silly?
There's really nothing more I can say bout him.
That was his call and he decided,
He's chilling with Jesus now and there's really nothing more that I say would possibly reach to him now.
He's dead and gone.
We were all brought down to this Earth by God.
HE planted a mission inside us that we were supposed to find out for ourselves.
Its not easy, this is definitely a very long and suffering route to take.
But thats life, thats the point we came down here.
And you might not succeed in the end.
But Jesus is gracious, in the end Im sure we will find what we were looking for in life.
Alviss claimed he died for love.
He was blind, the thing he called love was attraction, a hormonal stimulation by the nerves in the brain. Or maybe he did loved her.
But is that the only Love?
What bout the love for your parents?
The so many years relationship you had living with them,
The sweat, tears and blood they used to bring you up.
The hard effort they took! the effort you took to get along with them!
Would you call that tolerance, symphathy?
Its not easy to always get along with them, I KNOW!
but things were never easy, if you were expecting something easy from the moment you were born, go live under a rock.
You might think that you never had true friends who cared.
But everyone have their own lives to lead, they cant be looking after you 24/7.
But werent they always there, on the phone with you when you needed them so badly?
Werent they the ones who put down the work and listen to you when you had problems.
The fun times you had together, the memories you share,
Are those things you would throw away for a brief moment of escape?
Life runs in a huge circle.
Its an endless chain.
Everything and everybody is connected to each other in some way or another.
Even brief strangers we meet on the streets,
dont you sometimes feel a spark of familiarity?
We indirectly affect each other, intentionally or not.
It was a silly thing to do,
I know how much you must have loved her, but as long as you stay on,
retain your sole identity as a homo sapiens,
work towards it, she might one day see it.
Or as time goes on, you might find, "hey, she's not all that"
The moment you decided to go back to Jesus, you lost all your qualifications.
Do you really think you will stay in her memories forever?
She might one day get Alzheimer and forget you some day anyway.
Was it worth it?
Please people, we all have someone we loved dearly, more then one in fact.
Before you make a rash decision, please remember to always always think about these people.
Your actions affect them
It cause pain to them more then anybody else.
They grief and they hurt too.
In fact, more then you.
Dont be selfish, you're not alone.
I have someone I wished dearly to be alive, to continue her dreams and her vibrant.
To continue coloring in my world the way she did before.
It wasnt a choice for her to be taken away.
And being so far away worries me, its always my first priority to know my family and friends safety.
The grief you feel the moment you hear bad news like this is incomparable.
Remember that you are here with a dream, with a mission
be it a carreer that you work towards,
or a dream to touch people's heart.
You are here for a reason, you are now burdened with a responsibility.
Dont just leave so irresponsibily.
Appreciate life, be grateful, be thankful!
Be considerate.
Rest in peace, stranger
and condolences to his family
Rest in peace, stranger
and condolences to you.
Im sorry I couldnt do anything except to give you a chocolate bar.
If you ever ever need someone. The blogger is always here =)
Monday, December 6, 2010
When to use bad words
Bad words, what are they?
I honestly have no idea what the definition is, I actually googled it but ntg much came out except a list of bad words starting from A-Z.
Awesome....
So yea, letme tell you when and how to use bad words.
When u only have 2 hrs of sleep since yesterday,
U have no idea how to answer your assignment due in the next 3 hours,
U walked out of your room forgetting your scarf and thick winter coat,
U dried your clothes 3 times in different dryers and it doesnt dry,
U wasted 3 pounds on that,
Your really expensive jeans shrunk because of that,
You slipped when walking on ice and fall on your butt,
U walked to the fruit and vegetable fair today only to realize you have 5 pounds left.
U walked to the bank and rrealized the bank is closed because they are putting up Xmas decorations.(wtf?! cant dey do it later?)
U got home and realized u dirtied ur new pair of shoes.
U have a test and a 4 paged essay due in the next 12 hours or less.
U haven done anything.
U walked to the laundry and realized u cant enter bcz of da passcode.
U dont have your phone wif u
U yelled for your GBF in the neighbouring block and he keyed it in easily.
U havent tlked to dat certain someone for a long time and he just doesnt seem too attentive and.... (speechless ady)
AND YOU ARE JUST ANNOYED!
Ohhhhh yeaaaaa...
I honestly have no idea what the definition is, I actually googled it but ntg much came out except a list of bad words starting from A-Z.
Awesome....
So yea, letme tell you when and how to use bad words.
When u only have 2 hrs of sleep since yesterday,
U have no idea how to answer your assignment due in the next 3 hours,
U walked out of your room forgetting your scarf and thick winter coat,
U dried your clothes 3 times in different dryers and it doesnt dry,
U wasted 3 pounds on that,
Your really expensive jeans shrunk because of that,
You slipped when walking on ice and fall on your butt,
U walked to the fruit and vegetable fair today only to realize you have 5 pounds left.
U walked to the bank and rrealized the bank is closed because they are putting up Xmas decorations.(wtf?! cant dey do it later?)
U got home and realized u dirtied ur new pair of shoes.
U have a test and a 4 paged essay due in the next 12 hours or less.
U haven done anything.
U walked to the laundry and realized u cant enter bcz of da passcode.
U dont have your phone wif u
U yelled for your GBF in the neighbouring block and he keyed it in easily.
U havent tlked to dat certain someone for a long time and he just doesnt seem too attentive and.... (speechless ady)
AND YOU ARE JUST ANNOYED!
Ohhhhh yeaaaaa...
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Personal preferences
Hellooooo!
I officially announce how I have wasted a day by sleeping in which only succeed in making me more den ever, tired... ._______.
sigh... The bed is such a dangerous lair.
Once lured by it. you NEVER get out.
muahahahahah!!!
To get you all started,
Homo-Phobe, what is a Homo-phobe?
Homo-phobes are people who have a phobia towards people like dis (below)
provided dey are both males/females
Although i don reli noe wad gender these aliens are...
And so I realized usually the homophobes are all GUYS.
I wonder why, I would love a Gay Best Friend anytime. Sigh..
Who's Gay? sign up here please.
If only someone like Min-ho in "personal taste" existed,
My dream Gay best Friend! come to meeeeeeeee!!!!
But guys like dats are almost non existent in the real world.
tsk tsk tsk.
Anyway, I had proper Curry Rice ytd.
PROPER PROPER CURRY RICE that is spicy and tasty.
without tomato and stupid red lookin cherries inside. fuwaaaaahhh!
Thank You suwang, susan, joseph and shuxian!!!! Arigatoh!
And so, there was this girl dat was brought up during our dinner.
Im reli curious about her. teehee
cause the moment I mentioned her name, dey started screaming and yelling.
"OH NO!"
and chairs started scraping against the floor.
and our homophobe friend, especially, had a spasm.
HAHAHA!
Im goin to a trip with she who must not be named in Germany.
I wonder wad she is like.. HAHAHAHA
maybe she noes Harry Potter.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
And it started snowing! an expected heavy snowfall at 6pm.
So im all geared for winter! XDD
I officially announce how I have wasted a day by sleeping in which only succeed in making me more den ever, tired... ._______.
sigh... The bed is such a dangerous lair.
Once lured by it. you NEVER get out.
muahahahahah!!!
To get you all started,
Homo-Phobe, what is a Homo-phobe?
Homo-phobes are people who have a phobia towards people like dis (below)
provided dey are both males/females
Although i don reli noe wad gender these aliens are...
And so I realized usually the homophobes are all GUYS.
I wonder why, I would love a Gay Best Friend anytime. Sigh..
Who's Gay? sign up here please.
If only someone like Min-ho in "personal taste" existed,
My dream Gay best Friend! come to meeeeeeeee!!!!
But guys like dats are almost non existent in the real world.
tsk tsk tsk.
Anyway, I had proper Curry Rice ytd.
PROPER PROPER CURRY RICE that is spicy and tasty.
without tomato and stupid red lookin cherries inside. fuwaaaaahhh!
Thank You suwang, susan, joseph and shuxian!!!! Arigatoh!
And so, there was this girl dat was brought up during our dinner.
Im reli curious about her. teehee
cause the moment I mentioned her name, dey started screaming and yelling.
"OH NO!"
and chairs started scraping against the floor.
and our homophobe friend, especially, had a spasm.
HAHAHA!
Im goin to a trip with she who must not be named in Germany.
I wonder wad she is like.. HAHAHAHA
maybe she noes Harry Potter.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
And it started snowing! an expected heavy snowfall at 6pm.
So im all geared for winter! XDD
Saturday, November 27, 2010
思念
最近才开始BLOG回，发现我真的MISS了很多的东西，
今天看了一下大家的BLOG才发现很多人的头条换了，看下看下，觉得大家长大了。
看到佳莹的BLOG，看到她今天好像有点不开心，看到她在我走之前有提到我，对不起我迟到了。
看到俊汇的BLOG，看到他还是会有点寂寞，你还好吗？
看到可怡的BLOG，那么久没有UPDATE， 考试一定很辛苦吧？
看到BEN的BLOG，医路好像真的很长远很辛苦呢。。。
看到丽莹的BLOG，这个BLOG已经不存在了。。
看到JENNY的BLOG，原来他开始上大学了。。。
看到睿和BUI的BLOG，你UPDATE以下好吗？HAHA
看到雪儿的BLOG，马六甲好像挺好玩的。。。
看到朋友的朋友的BLOG，我感觉到你想哭的心情，
还有很多很多的各位，FACEBOOK和BLOG，那些刚认识的朋友和一起长大的朋友，
你们还好吗？
好久好久好久没有看到你们了，好久好久好久没有问候你们了。。
真的好想念好想念你们。
会迟了一点吗？哈哈。从以前到现在都是这样，拍拖时就忙着拍拖，COLLEGE时又忙着COLLEGE。每次每次都只顾到自己，只看得见眼前的利益，每次都会忘了关心一下大家，更会忘了体谅人家的心情，终究还是改不了这个坏习惯啊。。。
这里天气很冷，圣诞节要到了，每次一进一间商店，听到圣诞歌，就会想到大家，
好像要一起庆祝那样，会想家，
圣诞节一到，生日就要到了，也更会想到大家。
尤其是每次WAT我请吃的GEEMUI。
还有刚认识的新朋友们，他们为我的打算。
感觉真的很落寞。
刚开始总是说不出口要走的打算，最后一分钟的打算都没让人有准备
在飞机场的时候，因为妈妈和妹妹都哭了，我终不能哭。
在这陌生的地方，朋友很想家，终不能让他们更难受。
回宿舍上网时候，终是要告诉大家我很好。
大家要开心啊！所以我就这样过了两个月。
还以为习惯了。
少了你们感觉真的很不一样，
给人欺负了，没有人帮我出头，
不开心时，没有人看得出也没有人听我诉苦，
辛苦一天回来，吃不到妈妈煮的菜。
生病了，也一个人熬过去。
想要触摸，感觉好遥远，
因为自己不安，而少了体谅。
害怕改变了，回来的不是自己。
害怕回来了，被遗忘了，参不进。
思念真的是一种病， 唱得好！ 哈哈!
对不起如果我总是迟迟地问候你们。。
你们还好吗？
你知道为什么国外的月亮格外圆吗？因为这里没有太阳。
Sorry Ruby and che che, I noe you are reading this, but i felt like i can only say them out in chinese.
In short, Its just to say, Im reli missing You. =)
Reli reli do.
今天看了一下大家的BLOG才发现很多人的头条换了，看下看下，觉得大家长大了。
看到佳莹的BLOG，看到她今天好像有点不开心，看到她在我走之前有提到我，对不起我迟到了。
看到俊汇的BLOG，看到他还是会有点寂寞，你还好吗？
看到可怡的BLOG，那么久没有UPDATE， 考试一定很辛苦吧？
看到BEN的BLOG，医路好像真的很长远很辛苦呢。。。
看到丽莹的BLOG，这个BLOG已经不存在了。。
看到JENNY的BLOG，原来他开始上大学了。。。
看到睿和BUI的BLOG，你UPDATE以下好吗？HAHA
看到雪儿的BLOG，马六甲好像挺好玩的。。。
看到朋友的朋友的BLOG，我感觉到你想哭的心情，
还有很多很多的各位，FACEBOOK和BLOG，那些刚认识的朋友和一起长大的朋友，
你们还好吗？
好久好久好久没有看到你们了，好久好久好久没有问候你们了。。
真的好想念好想念你们。
会迟了一点吗？哈哈。从以前到现在都是这样，拍拖时就忙着拍拖，COLLEGE时又忙着COLLEGE。每次每次都只顾到自己，只看得见眼前的利益，每次都会忘了关心一下大家，更会忘了体谅人家的心情，终究还是改不了这个坏习惯啊。。。
这里天气很冷，圣诞节要到了，每次一进一间商店，听到圣诞歌，就会想到大家，
好像要一起庆祝那样，会想家，
圣诞节一到，生日就要到了，也更会想到大家。
尤其是每次WAT我请吃的GEEMUI。
还有刚认识的新朋友们，他们为我的打算。
感觉真的很落寞。
刚开始总是说不出口要走的打算，最后一分钟的打算都没让人有准备
在飞机场的时候，因为妈妈和妹妹都哭了，我终不能哭。
在这陌生的地方，朋友很想家，终不能让他们更难受。
回宿舍上网时候，终是要告诉大家我很好。
大家要开心啊！所以我就这样过了两个月。
还以为习惯了。
少了你们感觉真的很不一样，
给人欺负了，没有人帮我出头，
不开心时，没有人看得出也没有人听我诉苦，
辛苦一天回来，吃不到妈妈煮的菜。
生病了，也一个人熬过去。
想要触摸，感觉好遥远，
因为自己不安，而少了体谅。
害怕改变了，回来的不是自己。
害怕回来了，被遗忘了，参不进。
思念真的是一种病， 唱得好！ 哈哈!
对不起如果我总是迟迟地问候你们。。
你们还好吗？
你知道为什么国外的月亮格外圆吗？因为这里没有太阳。
Sorry Ruby and che che, I noe you are reading this, but i felt like i can only say them out in chinese.
In short, Its just to say, Im reli missing You. =)
Reli reli do.
Friday, November 26, 2010
This Moment
Greetings, fellow homosapiens..
Your friendly blogger is currently at this state. DEAD.
There are so much assignment! so so so so much! D: gweeeeehhh!
and then and then today had to went down to town for a short trip to get winter clothing because it was so so so COLD! I swear my fingers felt like they were dropping off! and me and Iyune were so tired by the time we reached the bus stop, that we missed 2 buses because we didnt realize it was a REQUEST stop (as in u have to flagged down the bus) No time no time! D: sooo no time! wanna go toilet oso no timeeeeee!!!
Anyway, following the blog title, This Moment.
This Moment is really a special timing(although seriously i think i passed by 15minutes ady>_<)..XD Being here in UK meaning my time is sort of like stuck in the middle. Right now, it marks the end of JunHui's Bday and the start of a special day 2mr.;DDD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNHUI!!!!! XDDDDD
Although i dunno you very long jek, but den v good frens la hor? hor hor? HAHAHA!
Happy bday ah... u ganbatte there in Taiwan la... Can only tell you zap sang laa...
but WE support you!!!!! my here more charm den you x100000 times, okeh?
I wanna eat chinese food oso kenot..D:
come home i bring u go SPCA. XDD v go home together nxt year!
p/s: PLEASE BUY MOCHI FOR ME TO EAT! XDDD
Happy birthday! I will wish for you that you can fart freely in your hostel room soon..XDD
Boddy uma numjb ommekarhory, bom peomw
I noe alot ppl noe how to decipher! so scared ady!!!! HAHAHHA
>_________________________<
ehe
Your friendly blogger is currently at this state. DEAD.
There are so much assignment! so so so so much! D: gweeeeehhh!
and then and then today had to went down to town for a short trip to get winter clothing because it was so so so COLD! I swear my fingers felt like they were dropping off! and me and Iyune were so tired by the time we reached the bus stop, that we missed 2 buses because we didnt realize it was a REQUEST stop (as in u have to flagged down the bus) No time no time! D: sooo no time! wanna go toilet oso no timeeeeee!!!
Anyway, following the blog title, This Moment.
This Moment is really a special timing(although seriously i think i passed by 15minutes ady>_<)..XD Being here in UK meaning my time is sort of like stuck in the middle. Right now, it marks the end of JunHui's Bday and the start of a special day 2mr.;DDD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNHUI!!!!! XDDDDD
Although i dunno you very long jek, but den v good frens la hor? hor hor? HAHAHA!
Happy bday ah... u ganbatte there in Taiwan la... Can only tell you zap sang laa...
but WE support you!!!!! my here more charm den you x100000 times, okeh?
I wanna eat chinese food oso kenot..D:
come home i bring u go SPCA. XDD v go home together nxt year!
p/s: PLEASE BUY MOCHI FOR ME TO EAT! XDDD
Happy birthday! I will wish for you that you can fart freely in your hostel room soon..XDD
Boddy uma numjb ommekarhory, bom peomw
I noe alot ppl noe how to decipher! so scared ady!!!! HAHAHHA
>_________________________<
ehe
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
When I try to Study......
I have a 5 paged essay due on thursday, assignment 2 for BIO1020 discussion tomorrow, stupid house rental thingy tomorrow and a test next week. I seriously dunno where to start.. orz
Im trying to finish my assignment now because there's a sushi thingy tomorrow night and I havent had REAL food in ages.. so I really want to go.. D:
wasnt planning to blog today actually, was too lazy to edit pictures...
but HECK! Aliens invaded when i was studying!!!
And they took over Ribena World
They found my BANANA and RASPBERRY JAM!
Janice is FURIOUS! HULK-mon attacks! *snatches back banana* Poor aliens fainted.
Meh, I am VICTORIOUS! *rawr*
Im trying to finish my assignment now because there's a sushi thingy tomorrow night and I havent had REAL food in ages.. so I really want to go.. D:
wasnt planning to blog today actually, was too lazy to edit pictures...
but HECK! Aliens invaded when i was studying!!!
And they took over Ribena World
They found my BANANA and RASPBERRY JAM!
Janice is FURIOUS! HULK-mon attacks! *snatches back banana* Poor aliens fainted.
Meh, I am VICTORIOUS! *rawr*
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