Saturday, November 27, 2010

思念

最近才开始BLOG回,发现我真的MISS了很多的东西,
今天看了一下大家的BLOG才发现很多人的头条换了,看下看下,觉得大家长大了。
看到佳莹的BLOG,看到她今天好像有点不开心,看到她在我走之前有提到我,对不起我迟到了。
看到俊汇的BLOG,看到他还是会有点寂寞,你还好吗?
看到可怡的BLOG,那么久没有UPDATE, 考试一定很辛苦吧?
看到BEN的BLOG,医路好像真的很长远很辛苦呢。。。
看到丽莹的BLOG,这个BLOG已经不存在了。。
看到JENNY的BLOG,原来他开始上大学了。。。
看到睿和BUI的BLOG,你UPDATE以下好吗?HAHA
看到雪儿的BLOG,马六甲好像挺好玩的。。。
看到朋友的朋友的BLOG,我感觉到你想哭的心情,
还有很多很多的各位,FACEBOOK和BLOG,那些刚认识的朋友和一起长大的朋友,

你们还好吗?

好久好久好久没有看到你们了,好久好久好久没有问候你们了。。
真的好想念好想念你们。
会迟了一点吗?哈哈。从以前到现在都是这样,拍拖时就忙着拍拖,COLLEGE时又忙着COLLEGE。每次每次都只顾到自己,只看得见眼前的利益,每次都会忘了关心一下大家,更会忘了体谅人家的心情,终究还是改不了这个坏习惯啊。。。

这里天气很冷,圣诞节要到了,每次一进一间商店,听到圣诞歌,就会想到大家,
好像要一起庆祝那样,会想家,
圣诞节一到,生日就要到了,也更会想到大家。
尤其是每次WAT我请吃的GEEMUI。
还有刚认识的新朋友们,他们为我的打算。
感觉真的很落寞。

刚开始总是说不出口要走的打算,最后一分钟的打算都没让人有准备
在飞机场的时候,因为妈妈和妹妹都哭了,我终不能哭。
在这陌生的地方,朋友很想家,终不能让他们更难受。
回宿舍上网时候,终是要告诉大家我很好。
大家要开心啊!所以我就这样过了两个月。
还以为习惯了。

少了你们感觉真的很不一样,
给人欺负了,没有人帮我出头,
不开心时,没有人看得出也没有人听我诉苦,
辛苦一天回来,吃不到妈妈煮的菜。
生病了,也一个人熬过去。
想要触摸,感觉好遥远,
因为自己不安,而少了体谅。
害怕改变了,回来的不是自己。
害怕回来了,被遗忘了,参不进。

思念真的是一种病, 唱得好! 哈哈!
对不起如果我总是迟迟地问候你们。。
你们还好吗?

你知道为什么国外的月亮格外圆吗?因为这里没有太阳。

Sorry Ruby and che che, I noe you are reading this, but i felt like i can only say them out in chinese.
In short, Its just to say, Im reli missing You. =)
Reli reli do.

6 comments:

Ying said...

is like that lerr
everyone will just busy in what they care about at that moment.

GEEMUI never wat u to treat de worr HAHA!!

take care over there k?
maybe a lit lonely but try new life.
Janice yap li leng is a big brave girl.

Ruby said...

Awww, Janice, you miss us ? We miss youuu tooooo ! Especially the super lame things we used to talk about. And oh oh, the times where we used to talk about guys, and all that..:D...

Dont worry darls, though i dont get wht u said in the post above, im pretty sure, u'll get over the loneliness or missing-ness(no such word btw)..and u'll be back..

Meanwhile, if ur there next christmas, I might come to UK !! in the process of convincing mom. :D:D:D:

Cheryl Leong said...

yor...
sucks to miss things and ppl who you care
the feeling damn suck la

the 1st week staying in my college hostel was like hell
although it was still located in kuala lumpur
without the sound of tele and parent's shouting sucks like hell laaa
i couldn't stand the loneliness and boredom until i broke into tears
and great lah my roommate had seen me cried thrice = =
good heavens!

but i know it was a good start for me to adjust things up
it was the time to come out of my comfort zone and to meet the real world
(great-_-)
sometimes i forced myself not to think of the days back then
happy moments
secondary life
friends i miss
parents i miss
you who i miss
coz im a person who is very emotional
it was really mean though
but that was one the ways to make myself 2 stay focus in my studies


we all stay strong
we here in malaysia support you lilin
and we love you always

Unknown said...

helo helo!
i m going to update soon...soon...XD

miss u leh :(
btw
想要触摸,感觉好遥远
u wan to touch wat oh? haha

Janice said...

awww... Thanks guys..
seriously, so sweet all the comments.. ;DDDD

Yer Jiaying! u all alws say no money, don belanja oso kenot jek..;p HAHA

Ruby. I reli miss dose days oso lar.. Ill bitch non-stop bout dat jerk! I still can weyh! awesome shit! HAHAHA. Im alright though, and yes please come nxt year, XD can live wif me..;p

WOAH! SHI ERN! HAHAHAHA! ;p

Cheryl, wahhh.. u stay in KL lor, at least koyee can find u yumcha evday, bt yea, u noe hw i feel lar.. sometimes reli.. haih... so sad de.. and y u not on9 ya?

Bui, HAHAHA! update lor..
i wanna touch smtg la... small boys kenot noe..;p HAHAHA

Sarah said...

i miss you too miss janice yap! :(((

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