Saturday, December 18, 2010

I'm going to Germany

The title says it all!


GERMANY's GOT TALENT

Germany, as the video shows is probably full of huge-boobed girls.
Wonder if Ill actually meet her... hmmmmm...
HAHAHAHA

Im counting down 6hours and Im off to Germany.
Its freakin -15 degrees there. and I havent actually started packing... O:
Feeling lost at the moment. AND IM SO BROKE! D:
basically im very gan jeong now. HAHA.
Ill be back after 11 days people. =)
Please do miss me and keep reading my blog.

p/s, I noe dis is so disoriented, but i gotta pack!!!

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Love

Hey guys,
Just a lil thought to share.
Im sure everyone have seen the news online, young Msian killed himself by jumping off his apartment because he loved his girlfriend so much and was unable to wisthand the pain of having to break up with her.
(1st note though, not all Msians are like dat)

Isn't it silly?

There's really nothing more I can say bout him.
That was his call and he decided,
He's chilling with Jesus now and there's really nothing more that I say would possibly reach to him now.
He's dead and gone.

We were all brought down to this Earth by God.
HE planted a mission inside us that we were supposed to find out for ourselves.
Its not easy, this is definitely a very long and suffering route to take.
But thats life, thats the point we came down here.
And you might not succeed in the end.
But Jesus is gracious, in the end Im sure we will find what we were looking for in life.

Alviss claimed he died for love.
He was blind, the thing he called love was attraction, a hormonal stimulation by the nerves in the brain. Or maybe he did loved her.
But is that the only Love?
What bout the love for your parents?
The so many years relationship you had living with them,
The sweat, tears and blood they used to bring you up.
The hard effort they took! the effort you took to get along with them!
Would you call that tolerance, symphathy?
Its not easy to always get along with them, I KNOW!
but things were never easy, if you were expecting something easy from the moment you were born, go live under a rock.

You might think that you never had true friends who cared.
But everyone have their own lives to lead, they cant be looking after you 24/7.
But werent they always there, on the phone with you when you needed them so badly?
Werent they the ones who put down the work and listen to you when you had problems.
The fun times you had together, the memories you share,
Are those things you would throw away for a brief moment of escape?



Life runs in a huge circle.
Its an endless chain.
Everything and everybody is connected to each other in some way or another.
Even brief strangers we meet on the streets,
dont you sometimes feel a spark of familiarity?
We indirectly affect each other, intentionally or not.

It was a silly thing to do,
I know how much you must have loved her, but as long as you stay on,
retain your sole identity as a homo sapiens,
work towards it, she might one day see it.
Or as time goes on, you might find, "hey, she's not all that"
The moment you decided to go back to Jesus, you lost all your qualifications.
Do you really think you will stay in her memories forever?
She might one day get Alzheimer and forget you some day anyway.
Was it worth it?

Please people, we all have someone we loved dearly, more then one in fact.
Before you make a rash decision, please remember to always always think about these people.
Your actions affect them
It cause pain to them more then anybody else.
They grief and they hurt too.
In fact, more then you.
Dont be selfish, you're not alone.

I have someone I wished dearly to be alive, to continue her dreams and her vibrant.
To continue coloring in my world the way she did before.
It wasnt a choice for her to be taken away.
And being so far away worries me, its always my first priority to know my family and friends safety.
The grief you feel the moment you hear bad news like this is incomparable.

Remember that you are here with a dream, with a mission
be it a carreer that you work towards,
or a dream to touch people's heart.
You are here for a reason, you are now burdened with a responsibility.
Dont just leave so irresponsibily.
Appreciate life, be grateful, be thankful!
Be considerate.

Rest in peace, stranger
and condolences to his family

Rest in peace, stranger
and condolences to you.
Im sorry I couldnt do anything except to give you a chocolate bar.

If you ever ever need someone. The blogger is always here =)

Monday, December 6, 2010

When to use bad words

Bad words, what are they?
I honestly have no idea what the definition is, I actually googled it but ntg much came out except a list of bad words starting from A-Z.
Awesome....

So yea, letme tell you when and how to use bad words.

When u only have 2 hrs of sleep since yesterday,
U have no idea how to answer your assignment due in the next 3 hours,
U walked out of your room forgetting your scarf and thick winter coat,
U dried your clothes 3 times in different dryers and it doesnt dry,
U wasted 3 pounds on that,
Your really expensive jeans shrunk because of that,
You slipped when walking on ice and fall on your butt,
U walked to the fruit and vegetable fair today only to realize you have 5 pounds left.
U walked to the bank and rrealized the bank is closed because they are putting up Xmas decorations.(wtf?! cant dey do it later?)
U got home and realized u dirtied ur new pair of shoes.
U have a test and a 4 paged essay due in the next 12 hours or less.
U haven done anything.
U walked to the laundry and realized u cant enter bcz of da passcode.
U dont have your phone wif u
U yelled for your GBF in the neighbouring block and he keyed it in easily.
U havent tlked to dat certain someone for a long time and he just doesnt seem too attentive and.... (speechless ady)
AND YOU ARE JUST ANNOYED!

Ohhhhh yeaaaaa...

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Personal preferences

Hellooooo!
I officially announce how I have wasted a day by sleeping in which only succeed in making me more den ever, tired... ._______.
sigh... The bed is such a dangerous lair.
Once lured by it. you NEVER get out.
muahahahahah!!!

To get you all started,
Homo-Phobe, what is a Homo-phobe?
Homo-phobes are people who have a phobia towards people like dis (below)

provided dey are both males/females
Although i don reli noe wad gender these aliens are...

And so I realized usually the homophobes are all GUYS.
I wonder why, I would love a Gay Best Friend anytime. Sigh..
Who's Gay? sign up here please.
If only someone like Min-ho in "personal taste" existed,
My dream Gay best Friend! come to meeeeeeeee!!!!
But guys like dats are almost non existent in the real world.
tsk tsk tsk.

Anyway, I had proper Curry Rice ytd.
PROPER PROPER CURRY RICE that is spicy and tasty.
without tomato and stupid red lookin cherries inside. fuwaaaaahhh!
Thank You suwang, susan, joseph and shuxian!!!! Arigatoh!


And so, there was this girl dat was brought up during our dinner.
Im reli curious about her. teehee
cause the moment I mentioned her name, dey started screaming and yelling.
"OH NO!"
and chairs started scraping against the floor.
and our homophobe friend, especially, had a spasm.
HAHAHA!
Im goin to a trip with she who must not be named in Germany.
I wonder wad she is like.. HAHAHAHA
maybe she noes Harry Potter.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

And it started snowing! an expected heavy snowfall at 6pm.
So im all geared for winter! XDD

Saturday, November 27, 2010

思念

最近才开始BLOG回,发现我真的MISS了很多的东西,
今天看了一下大家的BLOG才发现很多人的头条换了,看下看下,觉得大家长大了。
看到佳莹的BLOG,看到她今天好像有点不开心,看到她在我走之前有提到我,对不起我迟到了。
看到俊汇的BLOG,看到他还是会有点寂寞,你还好吗?
看到可怡的BLOG,那么久没有UPDATE, 考试一定很辛苦吧?
看到BEN的BLOG,医路好像真的很长远很辛苦呢。。。
看到丽莹的BLOG,这个BLOG已经不存在了。。
看到JENNY的BLOG,原来他开始上大学了。。。
看到睿和BUI的BLOG,你UPDATE以下好吗?HAHA
看到雪儿的BLOG,马六甲好像挺好玩的。。。
看到朋友的朋友的BLOG,我感觉到你想哭的心情,
还有很多很多的各位,FACEBOOK和BLOG,那些刚认识的朋友和一起长大的朋友,

你们还好吗?

好久好久好久没有看到你们了,好久好久好久没有问候你们了。。
真的好想念好想念你们。
会迟了一点吗?哈哈。从以前到现在都是这样,拍拖时就忙着拍拖,COLLEGE时又忙着COLLEGE。每次每次都只顾到自己,只看得见眼前的利益,每次都会忘了关心一下大家,更会忘了体谅人家的心情,终究还是改不了这个坏习惯啊。。。

这里天气很冷,圣诞节要到了,每次一进一间商店,听到圣诞歌,就会想到大家,
好像要一起庆祝那样,会想家,
圣诞节一到,生日就要到了,也更会想到大家。
尤其是每次WAT我请吃的GEEMUI。
还有刚认识的新朋友们,他们为我的打算。
感觉真的很落寞。

刚开始总是说不出口要走的打算,最后一分钟的打算都没让人有准备
在飞机场的时候,因为妈妈和妹妹都哭了,我终不能哭。
在这陌生的地方,朋友很想家,终不能让他们更难受。
回宿舍上网时候,终是要告诉大家我很好。
大家要开心啊!所以我就这样过了两个月。
还以为习惯了。

少了你们感觉真的很不一样,
给人欺负了,没有人帮我出头,
不开心时,没有人看得出也没有人听我诉苦,
辛苦一天回来,吃不到妈妈煮的菜。
生病了,也一个人熬过去。
想要触摸,感觉好遥远,
因为自己不安,而少了体谅。
害怕改变了,回来的不是自己。
害怕回来了,被遗忘了,参不进。

思念真的是一种病, 唱得好! 哈哈!
对不起如果我总是迟迟地问候你们。。
你们还好吗?

你知道为什么国外的月亮格外圆吗?因为这里没有太阳。

Sorry Ruby and che che, I noe you are reading this, but i felt like i can only say them out in chinese.
In short, Its just to say, Im reli missing You. =)
Reli reli do.

Friday, November 26, 2010

This Moment

Greetings, fellow homosapiens..
Your friendly blogger is currently at this state. DEAD.



There are so much assignment! so so so so much! D: gweeeeehhh!
and then and then today had to went down to town for a short trip to get winter clothing because it was so so so COLD! I swear my fingers felt like they were dropping off! and me and Iyune were so tired by the time we reached the bus stop, that we missed 2 buses because we didnt realize it was a REQUEST stop (as in u have to flagged down the bus) No time no time! D: sooo no time! wanna go toilet oso no timeeeeee!!!








Anyway, following the blog title, This Moment.
This Moment is really a special timing(although seriously i think i passed by 15minutes ady>_<)..XD Being here in UK meaning my time is sort of like stuck in the middle. Right now, it marks the end of JunHui's Bday and the start of a special day 2mr.;DDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNHUI!!!!! XDDDDD



Although i dunno you very long jek, but den v good frens la hor? hor hor? HAHAHA!
Happy bday ah... u ganbatte there in Taiwan la... Can only tell you zap sang laa...
but WE support you!!!!! my here more charm den you x100000 times, okeh?
I wanna eat chinese food oso kenot..D:
come home i bring u go SPCA. XDD v go home together nxt year!
p/s: PLEASE BUY MOCHI FOR ME TO EAT! XDDD
Happy birthday! I will wish for you that you can fart freely in your hostel room soon..XDD




Boddy uma numjb ommekarhory, bom peomw
I noe alot ppl noe how to decipher! so scared ady!!!! HAHAHHA
>_________________________<
ehe

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

When I try to Study......

I have a 5 paged essay due on thursday, assignment 2 for BIO1020 discussion tomorrow, stupid house rental thingy tomorrow and a test next week. I seriously dunno where to start.. orz
Im trying to finish my assignment now because there's a sushi thingy tomorrow night and I havent had REAL food in ages.. so I really want to go.. D:
wasnt planning to blog today actually, was too lazy to edit pictures...
but HECK! Aliens invaded when i was studying!!!



And they took over Ribena World



They found my BANANA and RASPBERRY JAM!



Janice is FURIOUS! HULK-mon attacks! *snatches back banana* Poor aliens fainted.



Meh, I am VICTORIOUS! *rawr*

Monday, November 22, 2010

HULK-mon

UK aint such a nice place if you are a person who is really used to Malaysia. Dont get me wrong, its lovely. It was just how last week turned really wrong for me.

You know how you have some people back home whom you care for, and especially when you're a really jealous person, your eyes turn green, well, mine did, for a few milliseconds(just a few milliseconds though, and dey turn green basically at anything. HAHA) And the weather was so freakin cold here, i think it was freakin -2C in the morn one day, I think my skin turned green. Then, the ang moh dominoes here taste different here and I had abit too much pizza(3 slices and a few random fish fingers after dinner at the halls), so I ended up really sick, and my face went green. It was assignment week as well and I was so stressed i pop a few veins and i was about to go nuts. So yeah, I evolved. .... ....

This seemingly innocent girl is yesh me...*blushes ;p*



And I turned into this:



See the Hp, its relatively low wan, this stage is very killable, I die quickly and go through this phase quickly. HAHA! walao! so lame! omg! (was actually reli tempted to put my face there)

For safety purposes, the face is censored as the blogger's face was too horrendous to be viewed. *bows*
So please somebody whose going back for XMAS, put me in a shipping box and ship me back before i destroy United Kingdom! HAHA
You dowanna make me mad... BUAHAHAHAHA!

And yeah, im supposed to be working my as* off my tons of assignments which can never seem to finish, but yeah, i got bored half way... nyehehe...
who ask u kacau me! HAHAHA! dowan tell me sumore la! *scribbles* >D



kudos! *back to assignment*

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Hello World

Hello world, excuse the lame title. I didnt realized I could actually change my old blog title and url link until I took all the effort to make this new one. So i cant be bothered anymore? ;p But anyway, isnt it nice? XDDDD please say its awesome.
The foto above is edited by meh, and its me. ;D this blog is completely mine. Wuhahahaa!
See original pic below. ;p Its really me lah! Haha!

Anyway, i attached dis lil poll down there, its so cute, HAHA. its based on wad usually people wud comment on my fb status, which is usually wtf and lame. so yea.. BUT if ppl u are mean to me!! i swear ill remove it. HAHA. Still sort of under construction though, i pms quite often..

Just got back from watching Harry Potter 7, it started off with:
Jinny (bareback): Harry, zip me up will you?
(wtf)
dont let me spoil it for you, do your own imagination.
But it was actually pretty good, the whole movie, definitely looking forward to the 2nd part.. ;DD
Accio ron weasley!!!

And I hereby take a solemn promise to upload my blog more frequent. ._____________. Cheers! ;DDD

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