A message to my motherland

Heya! :)
I know I have gone on hiatus long long long enough! hehe. sorry peeps.
really am so busy with work and other irrelevant stuff really.
Didnt originally wanted to blog just yet,
but smtg came to my attention.
The second time.

Im sure we are all aware of the tragedy in Japan.
I looked at the fotos, and it really is sad.
Alot of people lost their homes, their families, and lifes.
When u look at the fotos taken, you would really feel this silent tight squueze in your heart.
I call out people to help them.
Donate! Write! Support!
Its not just donation, its not always the money that matters (of course, it always do matter abit)
But really more like the kind words.
Feelings go through more easily compared to cold hard cash.
and words never go unheard.

So what is this Malaysia?
http://www.freemalaysiatoday.com/2011/03/15/green-rosmah-hit-by-twitter-tsunami/
Not being harsh, and definitely NOT being racist!
Its really not the time to be harsh on a country that had already lost so much.
Who are we to criticize a more developed and well planned country to go green, to analyze more when they really do analyze more and was already long involved in environmentally plans.
Who are we to blame them for nature's course.
It may truly have been miscommunication where our Dear Prime Minister's wife have meant that this would be a reference for the future to be more careful.
However, really, not the proper words and definitely proper time to say this.
Ironically, beliau is running a going green campaign in malaysia when such a catasphore happened not far off from your own country.
Isnt this a less important event?
Empty words are often said, but as a leader of a country, a representative, and someone we all look up to, actions speaks louder than words.
and c'mon! express symphathy la!




I recently came back from Birmingham's All England,
There was alot of Malaysian's there, and you could see how everyone loved our Dato'
and cheered and supported him.
I was really touched.
Being in a foreign country, I could see how Malays, Chinese and everyone else from our motherland got along well.
Kudos to Leong, he blend in just like home with just about everyone.
It was truly very very nice.
Its a nice sensation, nice feeling, and boy i feel blessed!

But The Prime minister's wife's words really ignite a small feeling in me.
Its not only when victory comes, that you are to support them,
When tragedy comes, and everything fall apart, thats where your support is most needed.
We are all children to Mother Earth,
support each other, then we live.
Its not easy! but its definitely not impossible.
C'mon! We all have emphathy!



Sometimes its a tangle where we cant free ourselves from
we need others to help us from it.

At this point i really dunno what Im saying already. zzz.
sorry for the lack of pictures. my camera is missing. sigh.
Cheers to the Japanese single and doubles women player, who kept on playing for their country despite the sad news from back home.
and for my friends, please take care and May God be with you. Blessed be you all.

Im supergirl

The title of the song for princess diaries.
Its seriously a nice movie. I really like it.
She's the proper girl :)
Anyway, dam unrelated, but todays blog will be short and quick.
Just to show the blogger is ALIVE! but constantly hiatus-ing.-____-
Just like my alien lying on top of my messy pile of clothes.
Feel D.E.A.D

Ahuh, anyways,
it was CNY and valentines day the days before.
CNY was not too bad (just that the food sucks -.-)
but there were parades and all, but Janice here decides to avoid crowds. ;D
so i stayed home. ehehehe..
But i got my share of CNY delicacies as well XD
Jang-jang! Yee-sang arh! muahahaha!
definitely nt prepared by Denny Boey though ;p

And, i got a sweet CNY card from my dear Cheryl Leong.
Babe I love you! Thank YOU! XD
With her post card from turkey, its called epheus or smtg dat place.
Looks like a scence out of percy jackson.XD
All the way from turkey leh! please respect! HAHA

And then! finally! the moment uve been waiting for! (only Gin Min)
Yea, I got a present all the way frm Msia,
A huge brown package frm a sweetheart :)
It was reli cute and special.
I reli reli liked it! XD
Although seriously when i first opened it I was so shocked -_-
I tot im supposed to wear dat out bt its so girly and its pink!
mana tau, its pajamas, den feel very happy liao XD
went immediately to wash it so i can wear it soon ;D

see see! with loads of heart as usual.. awww...
and u see that plane ticket there? XD
Its freakin cool! (although i noe the destination and numbers are like high school all over again... -__- ) HAHA
but anyway, why is it cool is dat,
U put ur phone with barcode scanner over the bar code,
then it blinks blinks blinks
den chang-chang!
A MSG POPS OUT! XDDDDD

Obviously im not showing u the msg. but yeah :p

And also! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYING CHIA!
MY DEAR GEEMUI!
I LOVE U VERY MUCH! HOPE U STAY SWEET and SAFE WITH LEE IVERSON! HAHAHAHAHA
+OIL in USCI! I LOVE U muax muax

zomok u dye ur hair o? -.-
HAHAHA

anyways, im in a rush!
Sorry if its not entertaining!
Ill blog properly soon!!!
STay tuned ;DDDD

In the Land deprieved of snow

In the Land deprieved of snow....
yet, a snow(man/girl) strives...
still strongly surviving...

Sorry, I couldnt properly think of a title.. x:

Anyway, I received, with loads of love,
finally after 1month+!
a pretty card and postcard from Xuer! The snow(man/girl) mentioned above! XD


Lookie! Now my aliens want to visit the mosques in Msia


I reli like the stamps. ;DD


The Card and A HANDCRAFTED GIFT XD

Lookie lookie!
Those are the hand crafted rubber stamps posted in her blog so often.
And she gave me one of them.
with my name on it. Isnt dat sweet?
awwww... muacks
I will keep it nicely. ;DDD

In kudos to the card,
A memorable foto of us in the form 6th(only u la)




Ive been hearing ALOT of ambulance lately, ALOT of it.
Im starting to wonder if there are terrorists.
Im kinda hoping there is. HAHAHAHA!
okay, not really...

Its exam week now and I m reli stressed out X;
won b bloggin much for thiss month. gomenasai!
but please keep reading ;DDD

I can never seem to do anything right

The title says it all.


sigh.

When Its december

Lookie! My alien just grew! XDD

Finally! Im here! did you all miss me?
Ive had a wonderful break. Hehe.
My germany trip didnt work out(CRAP! didnt manage to check out how huge dose boobs were!) and we were all stranded in Stansted Airport!
Had a nice experience wriggling on the cold floor trying to sleep. =/
But our Prague trip did Happen and it was glorious.
Amazed at the architecture and beautiful sceneries,
dey all look like colorful tribal houses about to break into a dance. XD
And da FOOD! wuwaaaaaahhhhh! so yummmmyyyyy!!!
But it was freezing cold, -15C, almost DID NOT survived.
If any of you haven yet view the photos, you should =)



Had my first ever Christmas and Birthday in Southampton.;D
I would say its greatttttt!! XDDD
Pre christmas it was that I already received loads of Love from Shi ern, my hallmate and a guy ;p
Lookie cards! Thank you you guys! It was so sweet to open the letter box and see things popping out with ur name written on it. XD
I had the most awesome Christmas eve dinner ever!
A BIG FAT ROASTED CHICKEN!
with all my beloved Uni friends. XDD
THANK YOU JESUS!
sadly I had not brought along my camera. )=
And we exchanged gifts with each other.
I accidentally mistaken minimum 3pounds with maximum 3pounds. X:
oooops! sorry guys! D:

And ahah! anddddd 31st Dec! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERN YANG! XDDD HAHAHAHA

okok, happy birthday to u oso. HAHA



U can see how i was quite traumatized after the skype calls. ;p
But basically they were all just to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY! XD


Ive got some skype calls since early morning, One of them was definitely from my parents and Han Liang! XDD ehehe
My mom is pretty bad with the webcam, so basically I could only see the pimple on her left cheek throughout the whole convo. =/ ah welll... moms. HAHA
And then two others from singapore and Taiwan! XDD
Wheeeee! Junhui and Nic is looking good out there!
And from Bryan and Yuki as well!
And of course Joseph gave me a suprise skype party! HAHA
Thanks for taking all the effort to bringin ur laptop to Tenji's so everyone(Lm Weez, Yukito, Yuki, Bryan, Kenneth, Yuki sama & others) could sing me a birthday song in the presence of a slice of tiramisu cake. HAHA.
And WOW at dose random ppl outside, thanks for pitching along. ;p
THANK YOU U GUYS! XDDD hearts.


Look at the fooood O:


Well, definitely not the only suprise I had on that day. THANK YOU My lovely Uni frens who came together and pitched me a suprise party! XDD
It was really sweet and lovely of u guys, had loads of food and cakes.
And of course the presents! and crap, the booze.-__- I love all of them!
But of course what was the best was the hugs I get.
Seriously, im so touchy, I love the hugs. HAHA.
Can I have more? ;p
Thank you you all for putting ur thoughts for all of dis. The cake was awesome!
Thank you Denny, Sheena, I Yune, Yen, Joseph, Suwang, Susan, Sue, Vincent, Vince, Arthur, Xinquan, Andrew, Pik kuan, Sue vern & Justin.
Love ya all! XDD


Got a huge cake slam by Sheena. Aint the cake pretty? XDD


One day before all this, we had a small girls gathering, it was supposed to be 2 of us at the very beginning, bt den Qizhen got me a shakeaway gift drink. (AHHHH! kinder bueno milkshake! AWESOME!) U have to invite her to dinner reli. ;)
And my dear high school mate-Luhsan actually went to all the trouble to bake me a cake. XDDD It was soooooo GOOOD!
Isnt it sweet? *hearts*
I swear! her cake just made some1 fell in love with her! HAHAHA! (no, seriously)
THANK YOU LUHSAN and QIZHEN! THANK YOU!


It seriously IS GOOD! XD


And from all these lovely people, Ive got loads of presents,
among these is a HUGE alien given to me by my GBF! idea contributed by I Yune. HAHAHA! now my blog can b upgraded ady ;p
Ive got a reli pretty and Urban scarf from Denny and I Yune, ;) nid a change of style! WHOOHOO! and a Woody mug from I Yune.
A sexy black top from topshop from Sheena (the alien's wearing it)
Body Butter from Body Shop from Susan, Suwang and Joseph. YAY! cure my dry skin XD
And A dumbo toy from Andrew and Elson.
A lovely snowglobe from my cutest sister.
And last but not least my fav of all, a digital frame filled with photos and a short movie homemade. =)))))
Even A guy got touched after seeing da movie! HAHA! =)


Ta-DA! HAHAHA@ALien!XDDD


And the aftermath of all the party and booze(omg)is




A broken glass (I broke it) and lots of puking... OTL




AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

p/s: Thank you GBF for looking after me till 4am

I'm going to Germany

The title says it all!


GERMANY's GOT TALENT

Germany, as the video shows is probably full of huge-boobed girls.
Wonder if Ill actually meet her... hmmmmm...
HAHAHAHA

Im counting down 6hours and Im off to Germany.
Its freakin -15 degrees there. and I havent actually started packing... O:
Feeling lost at the moment. AND IM SO BROKE! D:
basically im very gan jeong now. HAHA.
Ill be back after 11 days people. =)
Please do miss me and keep reading my blog.

p/s, I noe dis is so disoriented, but i gotta pack!!!

Love

Hey guys,
Just a lil thought to share.
Im sure everyone have seen the news online, young Msian killed himself by jumping off his apartment because he loved his girlfriend so much and was unable to wisthand the pain of having to break up with her.
(1st note though, not all Msians are like dat)

Isn't it silly?

There's really nothing more I can say bout him.
That was his call and he decided,
He's chilling with Jesus now and there's really nothing more that I say would possibly reach to him now.
He's dead and gone.

We were all brought down to this Earth by God.
HE planted a mission inside us that we were supposed to find out for ourselves.
Its not easy, this is definitely a very long and suffering route to take.
But thats life, thats the point we came down here.
And you might not succeed in the end.
But Jesus is gracious, in the end Im sure we will find what we were looking for in life.

Alviss claimed he died for love.
He was blind, the thing he called love was attraction, a hormonal stimulation by the nerves in the brain. Or maybe he did loved her.
But is that the only Love?
What bout the love for your parents?
The so many years relationship you had living with them,
The sweat, tears and blood they used to bring you up.
The hard effort they took! the effort you took to get along with them!
Would you call that tolerance, symphathy?
Its not easy to always get along with them, I KNOW!
but things were never easy, if you were expecting something easy from the moment you were born, go live under a rock.

You might think that you never had true friends who cared.
But everyone have their own lives to lead, they cant be looking after you 24/7.
But werent they always there, on the phone with you when you needed them so badly?
Werent they the ones who put down the work and listen to you when you had problems.
The fun times you had together, the memories you share,
Are those things you would throw away for a brief moment of escape?



Life runs in a huge circle.
Its an endless chain.
Everything and everybody is connected to each other in some way or another.
Even brief strangers we meet on the streets,
dont you sometimes feel a spark of familiarity?
We indirectly affect each other, intentionally or not.

It was a silly thing to do,
I know how much you must have loved her, but as long as you stay on,
retain your sole identity as a homo sapiens,
work towards it, she might one day see it.
Or as time goes on, you might find, "hey, she's not all that"
The moment you decided to go back to Jesus, you lost all your qualifications.
Do you really think you will stay in her memories forever?
She might one day get Alzheimer and forget you some day anyway.
Was it worth it?

Please people, we all have someone we loved dearly, more then one in fact.
Before you make a rash decision, please remember to always always think about these people.
Your actions affect them
It cause pain to them more then anybody else.
They grief and they hurt too.
In fact, more then you.
Dont be selfish, you're not alone.

I have someone I wished dearly to be alive, to continue her dreams and her vibrant.
To continue coloring in my world the way she did before.
It wasnt a choice for her to be taken away.
And being so far away worries me, its always my first priority to know my family and friends safety.
The grief you feel the moment you hear bad news like this is incomparable.

Remember that you are here with a dream, with a mission
be it a carreer that you work towards,
or a dream to touch people's heart.
You are here for a reason, you are now burdened with a responsibility.
Dont just leave so irresponsibily.
Appreciate life, be grateful, be thankful!
Be considerate.

Rest in peace, stranger
and condolences to his family

Rest in peace, stranger
and condolences to you.
Im sorry I couldnt do anything except to give you a chocolate bar.

If you ever ever need someone. The blogger is always here =)