Saturday, December 18, 2010

I'm going to Germany

The title says it all!


GERMANY's GOT TALENT

Germany, as the video shows is probably full of huge-boobed girls.
Wonder if Ill actually meet her... hmmmmm...
HAHAHAHA

Im counting down 6hours and Im off to Germany.
Its freakin -15 degrees there. and I havent actually started packing... O:
Feeling lost at the moment. AND IM SO BROKE! D:
basically im very gan jeong now. HAHA.
Ill be back after 11 days people. =)
Please do miss me and keep reading my blog.

p/s, I noe dis is so disoriented, but i gotta pack!!!

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Love

Hey guys,
Just a lil thought to share.
Im sure everyone have seen the news online, young Msian killed himself by jumping off his apartment because he loved his girlfriend so much and was unable to wisthand the pain of having to break up with her.
(1st note though, not all Msians are like dat)

Isn't it silly?

There's really nothing more I can say bout him.
That was his call and he decided,
He's chilling with Jesus now and there's really nothing more that I say would possibly reach to him now.
He's dead and gone.

We were all brought down to this Earth by God.
HE planted a mission inside us that we were supposed to find out for ourselves.
Its not easy, this is definitely a very long and suffering route to take.
But thats life, thats the point we came down here.
And you might not succeed in the end.
But Jesus is gracious, in the end Im sure we will find what we were looking for in life.

Alviss claimed he died for love.
He was blind, the thing he called love was attraction, a hormonal stimulation by the nerves in the brain. Or maybe he did loved her.
But is that the only Love?
What bout the love for your parents?
The so many years relationship you had living with them,
The sweat, tears and blood they used to bring you up.
The hard effort they took! the effort you took to get along with them!
Would you call that tolerance, symphathy?
Its not easy to always get along with them, I KNOW!
but things were never easy, if you were expecting something easy from the moment you were born, go live under a rock.

You might think that you never had true friends who cared.
But everyone have their own lives to lead, they cant be looking after you 24/7.
But werent they always there, on the phone with you when you needed them so badly?
Werent they the ones who put down the work and listen to you when you had problems.
The fun times you had together, the memories you share,
Are those things you would throw away for a brief moment of escape?



Life runs in a huge circle.
Its an endless chain.
Everything and everybody is connected to each other in some way or another.
Even brief strangers we meet on the streets,
dont you sometimes feel a spark of familiarity?
We indirectly affect each other, intentionally or not.

It was a silly thing to do,
I know how much you must have loved her, but as long as you stay on,
retain your sole identity as a homo sapiens,
work towards it, she might one day see it.
Or as time goes on, you might find, "hey, she's not all that"
The moment you decided to go back to Jesus, you lost all your qualifications.
Do you really think you will stay in her memories forever?
She might one day get Alzheimer and forget you some day anyway.
Was it worth it?

Please people, we all have someone we loved dearly, more then one in fact.
Before you make a rash decision, please remember to always always think about these people.
Your actions affect them
It cause pain to them more then anybody else.
They grief and they hurt too.
In fact, more then you.
Dont be selfish, you're not alone.

I have someone I wished dearly to be alive, to continue her dreams and her vibrant.
To continue coloring in my world the way she did before.
It wasnt a choice for her to be taken away.
And being so far away worries me, its always my first priority to know my family and friends safety.
The grief you feel the moment you hear bad news like this is incomparable.

Remember that you are here with a dream, with a mission
be it a carreer that you work towards,
or a dream to touch people's heart.
You are here for a reason, you are now burdened with a responsibility.
Dont just leave so irresponsibily.
Appreciate life, be grateful, be thankful!
Be considerate.

Rest in peace, stranger
and condolences to his family

Rest in peace, stranger
and condolences to you.
Im sorry I couldnt do anything except to give you a chocolate bar.

If you ever ever need someone. The blogger is always here =)

Monday, December 6, 2010

When to use bad words

Bad words, what are they?
I honestly have no idea what the definition is, I actually googled it but ntg much came out except a list of bad words starting from A-Z.
Awesome....

So yea, letme tell you when and how to use bad words.

When u only have 2 hrs of sleep since yesterday,
U have no idea how to answer your assignment due in the next 3 hours,
U walked out of your room forgetting your scarf and thick winter coat,
U dried your clothes 3 times in different dryers and it doesnt dry,
U wasted 3 pounds on that,
Your really expensive jeans shrunk because of that,
You slipped when walking on ice and fall on your butt,
U walked to the fruit and vegetable fair today only to realize you have 5 pounds left.
U walked to the bank and rrealized the bank is closed because they are putting up Xmas decorations.(wtf?! cant dey do it later?)
U got home and realized u dirtied ur new pair of shoes.
U have a test and a 4 paged essay due in the next 12 hours or less.
U haven done anything.
U walked to the laundry and realized u cant enter bcz of da passcode.
U dont have your phone wif u
U yelled for your GBF in the neighbouring block and he keyed it in easily.
U havent tlked to dat certain someone for a long time and he just doesnt seem too attentive and.... (speechless ady)
AND YOU ARE JUST ANNOYED!

Ohhhhh yeaaaaa...

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Personal preferences

Hellooooo!
I officially announce how I have wasted a day by sleeping in which only succeed in making me more den ever, tired... ._______.
sigh... The bed is such a dangerous lair.
Once lured by it. you NEVER get out.
muahahahahah!!!

To get you all started,
Homo-Phobe, what is a Homo-phobe?
Homo-phobes are people who have a phobia towards people like dis (below)

provided dey are both males/females
Although i don reli noe wad gender these aliens are...

And so I realized usually the homophobes are all GUYS.
I wonder why, I would love a Gay Best Friend anytime. Sigh..
Who's Gay? sign up here please.
If only someone like Min-ho in "personal taste" existed,
My dream Gay best Friend! come to meeeeeeeee!!!!
But guys like dats are almost non existent in the real world.
tsk tsk tsk.

Anyway, I had proper Curry Rice ytd.
PROPER PROPER CURRY RICE that is spicy and tasty.
without tomato and stupid red lookin cherries inside. fuwaaaaahhh!
Thank You suwang, susan, joseph and shuxian!!!! Arigatoh!


And so, there was this girl dat was brought up during our dinner.
Im reli curious about her. teehee
cause the moment I mentioned her name, dey started screaming and yelling.
"OH NO!"
and chairs started scraping against the floor.
and our homophobe friend, especially, had a spasm.
HAHAHA!
Im goin to a trip with she who must not be named in Germany.
I wonder wad she is like.. HAHAHAHA
maybe she noes Harry Potter.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

And it started snowing! an expected heavy snowfall at 6pm.
So im all geared for winter! XDD

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